Saturday, January 27, 2007

man of honour

In the days of old was a Spartan king called Agesilaus. Born seemingly lame and cutting a small, insignificant figure he didn't look like a king, much less a person of royal blood. One day, at the celebration of a certain festival, the Chorus Director assigned him to an unimportant place where he was to serve like an ordinary man. He was to work just as hard as anybody else, away from his throne and his home, when he could be reigning in glory. This was a blow because he had already been ordained and destined to be king of Sparta. Yet he took pride in his new role and accepted his demotion with open arms.

He said,

"Good! I shall show that it is not the places that make men to be held in honour, but men the places"

Friday, January 19, 2007

Fight or Flight


When everything around seems insurmountable and overwhelming, it could be time to slay some giants.

Wednesday, December 27, 2006

december, december

A great ending to an eventful year.

posing at the end of youth camp..

JAG

kit and myself during the hawaiian dinner

duet- with su ann in christmas dinner

Wednesday, December 20, 2006

To: you

I wonder who you are at times
I wonder if you’re reading these lines
For now, you may be a stranger to me
Though I’m pretty sure you won’t be a ‘he’

I’m not so good with poems
In fact, I can’t even find a word that rhymes with ‘poems’
The number of syllables in this stanza does not match either
Not that I bother!

Are you that girl whom I find attractive?
How can I tell? There are many like you
Are you that girl who seems seductive?
My apologies then, for missing my cue

Do you stand tall, or are you short?
Maybe it’s the latter, since you’re hard to spot
It’ll be hard to tell if the ‘One’ is you
Perhaps even harder will be the words “I do”

I think of you now and then
I know you’d be heaven-sent
Yes it’s true, that I don’t know who you are
But as long as you’re in my thoughts,

You won’t be too far

Sunday, November 26, 2006

Reward ÷ Effort

I guess I ain't much of a 'blogger'. By blogger i mean someone who almost regards the blog like a diary, except it's online and available to anyone. I dont post anything intimate here (which is why i dont really liek tags), no feelings, not many of 'what happened to me' stories, mainly nonsense crap and occasionally some thoughts/opinions. Sometimes I regurgitate the nonsense i learn in class here. Gonna be done with this subject in a week or so! (quite interesting , Media Theories)

Expectation of reward

Effort

According to Schramm (some dude who came up with communication models) there is a reason to the choices we make when we select the media. He came up with this 'formula' to explain why we do what we do, called the 'Fraction of Selection'.

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In simple words, the choices you make are based on two things. What you gain from the choice (reward) and what it takes to achieve it (effort). You search for the highest incentive and the least effort and then make a choice based on these two criterias.

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Reward over effort.

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But, does it make sense in real life?

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Mother gives young boy a choice between two options: clean up his room and earn himself an icecream, or play and laze around and lose his reward. By Schamm's logic, assuming the young boy really enjoys icecream, the 'reward' would take the form of the icecream and the 'effort' would be his cleaning up. Obviously then, he would choose the former option. But lets say the reward of an icecream does not out-weigh the effort involved to earn it- the young boy is lazy and doesnt mind not having an icecream, then lazing around would be his choice.

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If Schramm is right, we are essentially reward-oriented creatures.

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But what about those altruistic ppl? Those moral, kind, caring type of people, who make choices against their will and even to their own disadvantage for the 'rewards' of other people who, while in most cases are close to them, are sometimes STRANGERS to them? And what about the man who sacrifices his 'rewards' for the reward of another, and almost stupidly endures the 'big effort' part of the equation for his brother's gain?

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Then, 'reward' is a very broad term.

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It just boils down to how you see your 'reward', or whether you consider something a 'reward', because the EFFORT's gonna always be the same, but the REWARD can be altered to how you perceive it.

Tuesday, November 7, 2006

Repeat.

A. Repeat. Method. Repeat. Often. Repeat. Employed. Repeat. By. Repeat. A. Repeat. Propagandist. Repeat. Is. Repeat. Repetition. Repeat. Usually. Repeat. The. Repeat. Message. Repeat. Is. Repeat. Simplified. Repeat. And. Repeat. Repeated. Repeat. To. Repeat. Reinforce. Repeat. Its. Repeat. Impact. Repeat. I’ve. Repeat. Always. Repeat. Had. Repeat. A. Repeat. Fascination. Repeat. With. Repeat. Great. Repeat. And. Repeat. Charismatic. Repeat. Public. Repeat. Speakers. Repeat. Who. Repeat. Are. Repeat. Able. Repeat. To. Repeat. Make. Repeat. Huge. Repeat. Ripples. Repeat. In. Repeat. The. Repeat. Lives. Repeat. Of. Repeat. Their. Repeat. Audiences. Repeat. The. Repeat. Best. Repeat. Public. Repeat. Speakers. Repeat. Are. Repeat. Essentially. Repeat. The. Repeat. Best. Repeat. Propagandists. Repeat. Because. Repeat. They. Repeat. Influence. Repeat. People. Repeat. To. Repeat. Believe. Repeat. And. Repeat. Act. Repeat. On. Repeat. Those. Repeat. Beliefs. Repeat.
This. Repeat. Is. Repeat. My. Repeat. Aspiration. Repeat.

Thursday, October 19, 2006

Flags of white

"He is no fool who gives what he cannot keep, to gain that which he cannot lose"